ahdofme

The End.

2011-12-04T16:46:00.001-08:00

Hi there,

Thank you ever so much if you are still dropping by. Unfortunately, I have lost my 'mojo' in blogging. I would still retain this blog for remembrance. In case you are wondering, I am currently pursuing my final Law degree in University of Liverpool, United Kingdom. Seven months til' my graduation, hopefully? On a condition if I pass all my subjects. It scares me a little realizing how fast time passes.

That's all for now. Thank you for reading my blog once again.

Here is a picture of myself in Albert Dock, Liverpool. I would say that Liverpool is probably one of the beautiful cities after London. I would not be here if it's not for my parents, so thank you very much Papa & Mama. Love you both to bits!

Throught it all, you are always my best buddy!

2009-06-23T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hello there. It has been awhile, yes?

The desire to blog was not around for the past few months as you can see my previous entry dated quite long ago. Time is available for me to update this space a little at the moment and why not post something new to it?

Deep down, completing A'Levels is one of the priority task in life which allows me to proceed further education like Degree and perhaps Masters one day. Of course, 'one step at a time'.

During the course of A'Levels, it has certainly taught me many valuable lessons from each of these subjects that I selected throughly, be it Law, Business and Economics.
Well, I would not say which subject is the most interesting to me but I dare to say all these subjects were able to widen my knowledge to a greater extent and definitely, this is the fun part of the course

In addition, this course is unlike back in those days where we studied from a primary school to secondary school. To be really honest, there were many differences from what we learnt in school as compared to this course. Back school, most of the things were spoon fed, you memorize and then you go the examination hall. The most common subject example to support what I just mentioned is, Moral. Basically, it was just like regurgiating, you know? Those silly 36 NILAIS (values) were pure bullocks. Alright, I will be fair and agree with some of you that subjects like Mathematics, Physics or Chemistry did offer some neccessary foundation before moving on to higher education.

Therefore, it is necessary for the Ministry of Education to review the current syllabus once again. Is this actually an effective way to educate our young Malaysians towards a developed nation by year 2020? With the present syllabus, will this also enable the young Malaysians to be competent, up for challenges with our kiasu(scared to lose) neigbour, Singapore? Wait, not only Singapore I am concerning about here but other parts of the world as well. Even our top local universities such as Universiti Malaya, Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia and etc. had failed to bid a place in the World's Top 100 Universities. For obvious reasons, isn't it? Yes, I will never go into depth on this for fear offending anyone who reads my blog and leave unhealthy comments.

See you.

Read. If You Want To.

2009-03-17T20:21:00.000-07:00

Before you would leave any hatred comments here, probably? I must say, it felt satisfying to know who are the winners over the last weekend's recent football match. Double joy for the Gunners too anyway. What an impressive play!

I have never long for the days to come when examinations are approaching closer and the thought of it frightens me down to my spine.

Do you feel me?

The sight of seeing numerous foolscap papers filled with notes scattering around the table can be demotivating at times. Well, I must have been a messy person, I suppose? Should have learn how to organize things in a properly manner as a part of growing up back when I was a younger. You do know how exactly it feels whenever your notes got misplaced and you might turn into a state of haywire searching high and low for them.

What really scares me most at this period of time ;

When you settle yourself down calmly,sitting down in the examination hall while waiting for the exam papers to be distributed. Taking a brief notice on who are your invigilators on that day. You start doing a short session of prayer deep down your heart, wishing yourself all the best and whatever you have prepared during those nights of burning midnight oil would come out.

This is the saddening part,
Scanning through the questions and unfortunately you just have to experiece some kind of brain freeze at the very moment (if you're unlucky or maybe you're too panic [?]) and struggling your way through figuring the answers until the end of time. Lord, I hope that will never happen. Not only applying to myself but to everyone around me taking this exam.

For some reasons, I do feel a little bit excited so that I can entirely get over A'Levels course and move on with life. That marks an end for the first phase to my higher learning education.

Best of LUCK!

V's day

2009-02-15T08:01:00.000-08:00

This was how V's day for me, had a BBQ party session with a bunch of friends and bid our farewell to a friend here, Yi Ting!

It has been awhile I look happy like that in pictures, aye?

I do miss you dearly, really

Blunt.

2009-01-24T08:17:00.000-08:00

My playlist is currently returning back in the days of old school, songs from Duran Duran, Boyzone, New Radicals to anything you can figure. Pretty cool picture from the band of, Oasis actually.
I rarely touch my camera these days, getting less and lesser ever since or I am not that good after all. The days are getting rough for me, amount of assignments have advanced to a higher level than previously. Feeling quite guilty for not being an environmental friendly, the amount of foolscaps papers thrown into the dustbin due to my lack of concentration when writing answers to my essays. There goes our greenhouse effect, hmm... Life in college is absolutely no-no bed of roses at all.

Oh wow, checkout the pubic hair there!
As we grow older, I tend to realize that we are filled with plenty of decisions to make. Most decisions are made when we are young rather than later in life and any slight mistake, it could amount to a serious misery. Therefore, we must be able to think things wisely before advancing to the next stage.

I got to keep my mindset alive, not letting any distractions to interfere my life which keeps me away from achieving life goals. We must keep going, and moving on. If the past still haunts you, do make changes to avoid things from repeating in the future. Nobody is a failure if they really value and find out what are their capabilities.

Do you know want to know what is tough?
The moment when you try really hard to prove what people had always thought about you was a mistake. However, when you successfully defeated these people for thinking you that way, this eases our minds greatly. On the other hand, there are some fucked up people who does not seem to understand you ,makes you feel a bit useless.

2009.

2009-01-06T02:51:00.000-08:00

Hello there, people!

In fact, there was an entry before posting this up but due to my lack of consistency, I rather not upload it.
Well, I would not say year 2009 is great as far as now since it is only a beginning but definitely an awesome start.
And why is that?

When I was having my nap not too long ago, my dad text me and I have just realized how much I enjoy sleeping and would fall deep into sleep most of the times. Although the mobile phone was not too distant away, I could not hear the SMS tone, when two of my friends sharing their lives and thoughts, I would fall asleep and I would not know whether it is raining either cause I am just too deaf. Nope, this is not an awesome start obviously.

but here it is .....

In the text, my dad told me that my momma does not need to go for chemotherapy which is absolutely great! Most of the cancer patients would need chemotherapy as it is required for their treatment. A broad smile lighted upon my face and I just could not stop smiling and of course, I did not forget Him, the man above, God. And, I thanked him for all the happiness He brought to me and my family. See, God do help us in many ways, both indirectly and directly. I guess in my momma's case, her breast cancer is just a mild condition after all but it all depends whether will it occur again later.

Well, let's hope the rest of year 2009 will bring many of tears filled with joy, happiness and laughter!

You Are Love, Do Not Give Up!

2008-12-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

Greetings everybody,

This is no longer a new thing for us to know, everyone of us must have heard about the awareness through media, leaflets or news since it is on a rise. To make it more simple, here is an image illustrated below for you to get a rough idea on what I am about to say next.

Note ; The whole intention of this entry is to draw more of your attention to the ones you love and not by seeking your pity at all because who knows, you might be next victim? * Touches Wood *
The pictures below are taken from various sites to increase awareness.

Honestly speaking, these past few weeks have never been too easy for me and I just cannot stop those numerous thoughts from flooding in my mind no matter how hard I try every single time (questions about what if and what if not). On the other hand, I have never thought what I actually see or read about people could actually end up in my life as well.

One morning, approximately 3 weeks ago, she was changing her clothes getting ready for work as usual. When she was about to put on her top, she felt some pain on one of the side of her breast. She reached out her hand and feels it, having to know she notices a lump her underneath. Her tone was a little different than every other day, (I sense fear), she hurriedly called her hubby to come over to have a look. I was still on bed, looking blur and wondering for a second who made that strange voice. Well, that person happens to me by mother. She suspects it could be a breast cancer.

I got up in a pretty slumber manner and told her this ''Aiyo, don't simply say larhhh! Breast cancer is on the left breast and not on the right and go get medical check up first''. Call me dumb or anything but I have always thought breast cancer only exists on the left, so I went around asking around my friend and she said, '' either one''. Now, I regretted saying that in the first place!

Over the next two days, she went over to University Hospital (UH) to have her breast checked under a mammogram scan. Mammogram usually gives a more clearer indication and gives out almost 95% detection if there is any cancer present. However, the front desk people who arranges appointments for this scan said, she would need to wait until next year, (May 2009) due to the large amount of people in the waiting list. It was kind of ridiculous for me one second, probably because UH is still a semi-governed body and hence people would go there rather than the private ones which are pricey.Obviously we advised her to get it done fast by going private ones instead.Money should never restraint you for health purposes although medical treatment do not come cheap these days.

Yup, the above picture is an example to examine breast cancer under a mammogram scan. If anyone out there gets horny by just staring at this picture, you are confirmed sick

Thereafter, she gotten the scan from Assunta hospital and the results showed there are cancer present and has spread to the lymph nodes. After all, you only need to pay an additional RM50 than to wait for UH.It was a heart breaking moment for myself and the rest of the family when I saw the medical report.Wild images keep running in my head thinking if one day she is gone for good?

Breast cancer awareness picture taken in Amsterdam

On a lighter note, she is diagnosed with a first stage cancer and will be undergoing an operation this Thursday. My only concern is, the treatment would take up at least 6 months which includes chemotherapy for 6 cycles. This will make her feel really exhausted, mouth sores, drop of hairs and vomiting. Chemotherapy is used to kill all possible remnants of cancer which are very tiny that cannot seen through latest technology. I honestly hope after all these obstacles, there would be no sign of recurrence.

My personal standpoint is, an early detention is a lot better than if it is too late.The chances of becoming breast cancer survivor are greater. There is nothing else I can do to help in a condition like this but to be an assistant and look after her at all times like how she would do for me when I was still little.

'' Don, Ken, Papa and myself will always be there for you ''

Will Be Supporting From The Start til' The End

2008-12-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

No updates for a long , long time.
Take care.

Just Another

2008-11-11T21:04:00.000-08:00

Just another two more days and I am officially off!

From there on, I will definitely update my blog to clear up the dusts.
Time to snap some picturrrrreeeee!

Geesh, I honestly dislike memorizing at times especially dealing with Latin terms and there is just too much to read.
Fine, some of you may find it simple to memorize with the tips of your finger but I find it quite tough since my brains are not running in a gigabytes/megabytes/zillionbytes memory as some of you might have.

It can be more worse if I choose to major in this field next year, if everything goes smoothly *prays hard* Nothing but to read all my life. Dealing with clients and dealing, truck loads of things to read and etc ("_)

No matter which course you choose to pursue, the most crucial thing that everyone should have is, passion. Without the passion and without the flame burning in your heart, there is no possible way you can make through out of it.

P/S ; I do envy and admire those people who speak/express/write with spontaneous English in their blogs which I find it hard to understand what are they trying to tell sometimes. Nope, not that kind of English where they use normal sentences and then add some bombastic words to it, that is not spontaneous. What I meant by spontaneous? Their usage of English is like as though they are an author of a book, very expressive indeed!

''MalChinDian''

2008-10-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

Geees. The results are pretty scary to me when I first saw them. Does this really make me not a Chinese at all?

Not everything has to get down to the word "relationship", love from far.

2008-10-04T03:29:00.000-07:00

September, 15 2008
Stadium Kelana Jaya

"There are too many days that I almost lost touch but it does not matter as the memories still stay within"

"At times, I just cannot stop myself from thinking whether will we ever be this close as we grow older"

Do Well!

2008-09-25T10:48:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I almost forgotten how to start ):

Well, it has almost been a month now I last updated. I guess this whole blog is making you a little bit sick, right? My sincere apologies to you!

I won't say I am occupied too much with my daily life but writing in entries into this blog has just slowed down recently. I certainly do not have a solid reason to support this but, yeah.

As a reminder for myself, and muchos muchos lucks to my batch mates who are taking AS Level examinations as well!

Oh boys and girls, I feel you...I definitely feel all that fear running inside you just like how I am feeling.

22.10.08, 9.00am-10.15am - Business Studies Paper 1
29.10.08, 9.00am-10.30am - Business Studies Paper 2
06.11.08, 9.00am-10.00am - Economics Paper 1
10.30am-12.00pm - Economics Paper 2
13.11.08 1.00pm-2.30pm - English Legal System 1
14.11.08 1.00pm-2.30pm - English Legal System 2

Oh well, til' we meet again

Grant me with speed
Grant me into believing myself
Grant me to bring myself closer to my dreams

but again, all these will never come true without an effort coming from you first.

Happy Birthday, Malaysia.

2008-08-29T10:40:00.000-07:00

Greetings everybody!

I certainly do not feel all that Merdeka spirit coming along this year and why is this?
This year is rather quiet down the road, don't you think so?

Could this be political instability? ( I hope not )
Some may have answered a ''yes'' and some may have answered ''not really''.

Over the years, I have been seeing quite a number of people decorated their vehicles with the ''Jalur Gemilang'' flag on their rooftops whereas this year,all I could recall was seeing less than the previous years. There was one time my father put it just for the thrill since everybody was so ''semangat-ed''. I travel almost everyday to Kuala Lumpur (KL), as you should know by now KL is one of the busiest city in our country but to my surprise, I did not see much decorations along the road and elsewhere too, really.

Unlike last time, televisions will preview a lot of documentary on how Malaysia gained it's independence, non-stop showing that old man shouting aloud '' Merdeka Merdeka, MERDEKA'' and radio stations would play a lot of ''Tangal 31'' until at the point of time I got so annoyed for playing too many times. =P

I have always loved Malaysia for?
1. Food.
2. People of different races.
3. Amount of public holidays we get as compared to other countries as this is a multi-racial country.
4. Places to hang out.
5. I cannot think of anything else for the time being =P

but of course, there are things I dislike

1. Why bother naming ''Rapid KL'' when they
are slow ?!?!
2. Obviously I will not highlight into sensitive issues right here, this is something not ethical to do but if you are someone brilliant and get to figure whatever that comes in my mind for this, *thumbs up for you*
[I wanna save my buttocks away from isolating me into a room filled with only darkness,clueless about the location, without windows,no bed,my relatives are not allowed to visit me and trapped inside the room til' God only knows when]

and etc.
Like I mentioned earlier, somethings are just too sensitive to be said here.

-Out-

There You Will Be

2008-08-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

Sometime ago,

How beautiful can it get some more?

Yummy.

2008-08-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

We have ....

Dunkin' Donuts
Big Apple
J Co
here ...

the question arises now, but where is ......?

Does this sound or look familiar to you?
Yes...NO?! Go drown yourself into a big chocolate pool if you have failed to take notice of this name.

I am pretty excited to try em' out and yes, you got that right!
Malaysia will be opening the very first Krispy Kreme franchise but unfortunately ..... :(

only by the beginning of next year?
I am not exactly sure but I read it from an article.

Thanks to Berjaya Corporation Sdn. Bhd (:

2008-08-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

When the torturing part begins (:

I am pretty lazy now, so some other time

''Ngau Yat.''

2008-08-04T23:22:00.000-07:00

So, I have finally turn by the number of ''18.''
Thank you very much for being all that thoughtful with those well wishes, people.
There isn't any way I can put in words to express my thankfulness to all of you!!
Although it was just some short wishing messages but hey, it is the thought that counts!

As the clock strikes right at 12 a.m, I was really excited waiting for one specific human being to wish me. That human being really got me into a whole lots of mixed feelings! I turned into an emotional, upset, merajuk-ish state for that very moment, wondering whether that human being forgotten my b'day?

Tried to sleep but in the end, I stayed up in front of the computer just to wait til' 3 am-ish. Finally I have decided to pull it off and check my phone for the last time before bed time and.....hehe...

Like every other nights I would put my phone on silent mode. Silly I was that I did not feel the vibration in my pocket (:
Upon after receiving this message, I cannot help but to smile widely from there on.
In case you cannot see ..
''Happy birthday, pet pet!!! I got surprise for you. But n0t telling you what!
This particular person loves giving me these few nicknames....
1.Chao Hai
2.Chao Pet
3.Pet Pet
4.MoFo
5.Bitch

and of all names .......................Tortoise ):
Fine, fine ..I do admit I look like one every once in awhile especially in this picture with a new hairdo.

2008-07-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hello every buddy!!!!

Having a nice day?!?!

The owner of this blog is currently very busy doing something in the toilet (and having a hard time at that), so here I am, blogging for her, being a nice friend and all. Teehee!:)

Wanna know a dirrty little secret about her?? Now, let me tell you.... Once upon a time, she.. Oopps.. I think she's done with her business in the toilet. Better not let her catch me telling you this!! Next time! Ciaoz!!:p

XOXO

There Are Things I Need You To Understand....

2008-07-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

Currently ; Thunder by Boys Like Girls

There are things I need you to understand rightly before things pile up and lead the both of us to a level of misunderstandings that may drift us apart.
I certainly do not want this to happen upon us.

You, as someone who know about me for more than 4 years and know me best above the rest of the people that you can think of, you should understand and feel my intentions.

If you are thinking this right now, right there and right this very second that I am ignoring you in this period of time, you are so very wrong.

The word, ''ignore'' has never exist between both of us and if it does, it will never remain for too long..

I, have decided to run, leave and hide myself in the quietest place rather than to face all these. I am really exhausted.
I, face a really difficult time to accept the things you said if you should really know.
I, have decided to deliver my love to people who needs it more than anything(unfortunate people) , to my friends as a caring tool and to my family as loving and longing you is impossible.

but, I will definitely hold closely to the promises I made for you nevertheless........
Be the first one to catch you from fall during troubled times
and you should know the rest.

I Am/Was Standing There All Along.

2008-07-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

Back then, tuned in to Lite.Fm to accompany myself to sleep and partially calm down after an unexpected news was told. Although it brought me to nowhere, around 3.30 a.m, I was still widely awake with shut eyes to give them a rest.

I told myself that it was very late and a class to attend next morning.

Then about 7' and again, could not sleep any longer but I had my eyes close. To rest my eyes again.
8, my usual waking up time for morning classes and wash myself up and left after Momma's breakfast.

Was annoyed seeing the whole road from University Hospital til' the middle of Federal Highway was deadly jam.
Papa always tells me that Malaysians drivers tend to slow down their vehicles even the smallest thing alive in the earth is happening around them.

Yes, it is true after all.
Road blocks happened along the way and I was worried that I could not make it on time for class. Damn, 10 minutes++ late.

After class in the afternoon.
My cousin and I went,

Amuleto, Mid Valley.
Located just right beside Seed Cafe in the old wing.
I am getting quite bored of Mid Valley, it's been like going there forever in my life.
Not bored but sick actually.

Had a Spaghetti Carbonara since a sudden urge of craving pastas.

After a few rounds, I gave up taking down shots of my cousin's cheesed baked rice and all of them were too blur to be posted here.

I logged into my Facebook for a little while and saw '' who tagged me in the pictures ''

and on this picture .. i received comments like this two (:

1.rina is digging her nose... rinaaaaaa! haha. sir is giving his speech la. lol. jk
2.hahah! Rina, its rude to die ur nose in public! heheh

now I really don't know, you tell me.

but I do have a disgusting habit.
I tend to burp wherever I go, on the dining table with my friends and family
* a sense of satisfying after having a great meal, seriously *

I AM EXHAUSTED, YA KNOW?!

2008-07-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hello.Hello.
Felt so ease when it was all over!

I just had an English Legal System test today and somehow I began to feel worried after submitting my answers. Fortunately, the lecturer was really kind enough to give each and everyone of us additional 1 hour as it was our first attempt. The actual duration given to complete 3 questions out of 6 questions is in 1 1/2 hours time but eventually, I took more than 2 hours complete. Moreover, having to answer 3 essays on time can be very tiring! It was a good start to make me realize where I stood all along, where were my weaknesses gone to and hopefully by time, I will be able to knock out all these and to speed up myself. *fingers cross*
God, I know you are above me =)

No, I am not a Christian but a Buddhist and I have always believe in the existence of God. He has the powerful eyes to monitor all of us and to punish those people in having evil qualities.

Alright, my life aside.

Gaga.Gugu.Gaga.Gugu.

I am not certain whether is this a real chipmunk but yes, I could not stop staring at it endlessly smiling like a big time kid with my only vampire tooth exposing and I remembered some of you told me before that I do this especially when I look horny or I flatten my lips to smile.

One of my ex-classmate told me the description of my face whenever I look horny which I think it is so untrue!

J ; Poops, do you know how you look like when you are horny?
Me; How weih?!
J ; Your vampire tooth will be exposed with those cat looking eyes and lifted eyebrows

I just came home after catching up a movie.

By the way, here am I to wish a big thank you to Nuffnang for giving out two free tickets for Hancock!

Hancock?

Hey! Worth every single cents of your money to watch this movie!

I love the part when Hancock so called ''sodomise'' this Nigga's head into a Caucasian's ass.
The last part was rather , a bit of emotional but it was hella a not so bad movie after all!

Nights.

Early Hours In The Morning.

2008-07-01T04:59:00.001-07:00

Hello.
How have you been?
Where are you now?
What are you doing?
Are you all right?

Questions that bothers my mind at some point of time.

Life is good, fine and still able to breathe along with the days.

Everywhere you go, you might be seeing these going around.
More like a current 'in' thing.
Slogan or diagram tees are everywhere and of course they attract our attention to check em' out whether he is boy or she is a girl.

Examples,

The designs above are still acceptable but obviously there are some obscene or dirty ones.

My drop off point to college is located at KL Sentral and there are plenty of shops around that area which sells a lot of not genuine products, blouses, tops and so forth.

Somehow this top has caught my attention , wondering which fool on earth would purchase such slogan/diagram tee.

EYESORE.

Here is a rough illustration of the tee.

PRICELESS T-SHIRT.

I have nothing against this tee until I see this particular person from my college starts to wear it, I was rather disgusted lorh.

See, it is not that bad for a male to wear such top but just imagine, if A GIRL WEARS IT?

Plus, she is big ( layers of fat exposing here and there )

...but come on, what is she trying to picture here?

She was involved in a sexual intercourse just yesterday night or just right before college?

Oh hey, I am no longer virgin ya know?

Furthermore, you are wearing that kind of tee to a place where education is delivered.
In fact, I would not be surprise if people around there mistaken her as a whore.

What you wear, how you talk, how you act brings up who you really are.

My girl friend told me this other day that she bought a boxer for a guy she has a crush on as a birthday gift.

It is something like that larh .. so yeah ...
I had a crazy laugh like a person on cracks listening to how she described it..

Why stand up?

Enough of craps. Tata!

An Uppermost Dedication.

2008-06-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

Let Me Fill It In

2008-06-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

On a Saturday Morning breakfast.

Hmmm ... ‘Not Your Average Super Hero’

2008-06-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

I have just came across a mail sent by Nuffnang and currently they are giving out something for free, again.
Come on, let's be honest with each other for ONCE. Who does not enjoy getting freebies in this world?
You do, right? Even I do.

Although Nuffnang had host many events this recently but I have never tried participating in any of them but for this one, why not just give myself a try?

Anyway, I am sure all of you are aware what has written in my title for this entry.
Isn't it obvious enough?

Well, if you are still having 0% thought, allow me to run through with you what is Nuffnang giving out......(:

Yup, a free movie ticket to, Nuffnang Exclusive Private Screening - Hancock.

That 'Private Screening' does sound interesting enough for me as I have never experience such thing before in life.

I personally enjoy watching Will Smith movies especially this one, The Pursuit of Happyness. One really emotional story on how a father had to endure all the pain in life with his only child.

Alright, I shall cut all the lengthly talks and move on to the main reason for this entry instead.

In order to get a free ticket for this movie, I will have to write an entry about any Super Hero in reality would be along with the title as stated above.

Okay, I am sure almost most of us have a Super Hero in mind since little, glue yourself right in front of the black square box ( or yours rectangle ) to watch them in action with their so called 'Supernatural Powers.'

Super Heroes for example?

1.Spiderman
2.Superman
3.Powerpuff Girls
4.Hell Boy
5.Power Rangers ... and so many more!

As for me .....okay...I have always .....admire...errr... Don't laugh, CAN?

Batman?
HEHE.

Batman is not something new to us anymore, this Super Hero has existed since like in the 60's from television series to movie, appear in many comics books and so forth.

Such sexy black suit he has there, such tone muscles he got there, handsome looking man surrounded with hot ladies, all mighty and etc..... and what is the best part? He drives a sexy ride like this one .....

Yeap, Batmobile.

Anyway, hold up for a second since the purpose of this entry is to write about Super Hero in reality but hey, Batman does not appear in reality, it is just a fantasy!

The real Super Hero in reality would be,

Someone who really guides me from wrong to right, someone who have so much patient in me and just everything! Although he has no Supernatural Powers.

Let's just call him, Old Man

A Super Hero who pays attention to whatever I share with him.
A Super Hero who drives me to everywhere I go.
A Super Hero who is willing to cook for me lunch after school last time.
A Super Hero who supports me financially, education, protection, love and many more.
A Super Hero who is willing to wait patiently for me during training times.
A Super Hero who shouted out my name loudly when I am about to reach the finishing line.

Well, that's about it!

Not Good.

2008-06-14T01:30:00.000-07:00

Damn.
I suppose to leave my computer about like what?
Half an hour ago.
To finish my homework.
Unlike back in school , those homeworks are as short as your nose hair.
Now? Like the length of your armpit hair!

Sorry, I admit that I am lamer. Lamer I am, live with it!

See. This is what you call , ''no self-discipline.''

Instead of poking my booger into people's personal life, glued my butt butt onto the chair curiously to know, hopping here and there into their blogs , I should be filling my time into more necessary things.
* lets out a long sigh *

I cannot afford to waste my time away just like that anymore, it is too precious already!

Drilling and drilling this into my thick skull to value the time given every now and then.

Exams are approaching closer to me as well, August that is!
I assume it is somewhere beginning of the month.

What can be worse some more?
Some Moral assignment to be due on 4th of July. America's Freedom Day, is it?
You suck!

Eee. I loathe Moral!

Old School Love.New School Love.

2008-06-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

Nope, I did not take the top two pictures.

You are so far away now, ain't that true?
Yeah.

This Isn't The End Yet.

2008-06-04T04:27:00.000-07:00

Can I just say this?
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best

Meet the both of my homeys, Sheena and Sidharth.
Thought of uploading it in this entry so that my blog would not rot any further.
I have no idea though, this blog is not happening already.
Yes, I am fully aware that their faces are not clear.

Alright, people... HEHEHE ?! WTF.

Have you pump your car full tank ?
This took place yesterday night nearing 10p.m

Old Man ; Girl, let's go pump petrol, I am afraid the price might increase tomorrow.

And, I was caught by surprise that the whole petrol station were filled with plenty of people.

.....

2008-05-17T11:10:00.000-07:00

Do forgive me for this.
There isn't any way I could think of.
I am all good, inhaling just like everyone else.
It has never been easy for myself, trying so hard to gather all my confidence to urge myself to carry on with this path.
Exhausting, really.
Yet, this is life. You live with it.
Although I have full control over my emotions, not to affect me so much but yet, FAIL is the word I live with everyday.
Every possible ways that I have tried are worthless.

Cuppacakes.

2008-05-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

Now, I am sure everyone loves Cuppacakes, right? (:
Makes me want to fly to Curve just to get them!
Awww, they look so adorable to me although they are super sweet and quite at a ridiculous price for one.
Obviously this picture did not turn out to be this way.

Umm, yeah, Cheeseburger.

Like I Have Always Wish For

2008-05-07T03:24:00.000-07:00

Observe. Artificial limb, seeking donation at the side.
Do you count yourself fortunate, right now?
Yet, we are still fussing around with minor things happening in our lives.

Leaving a chatbox at the side there, so speak.
Will not be updating, not too soon. For a long, long time.
Thank you all, for all yours comments.
Thank you all, for coming back check out for new updates.
Thank you all, for consuming your time spent here in this blog every once in awhile
Thank you all for every little things.

All the best, guys.

Take care.

Athletics and I.

2008-05-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

"You have got nothing to lose, show them in the real game."
Quote by Mr. Zolklify Abdul Majid, these are the exact motivation words he told me before I call it a "quit." For those who do not know the man above that I have just mentioned, I am more than just honoured to have him as my coach.

Before Rina moves on, I would love take this opportunity to thank some of you that have made my dreams came true.

Thank you, Mr.Chew for sending through and fro for all the training sessions and would travel all the way just watch me in action. You have supported me a lot over the years, I still could hear you shouting out my name although the whole crowd went crazy shouting away to support their own team mates.

Thank you, Mr.Zolklify for coaching me all these years and be patient with me most of the time simply because I am more than just a stubborn person. You used to be the most fearful person I met in my life when I was 11-14 years old. Yeah, you were so fierce to me last time, screwed me up and down whenever I do little mistakes during training or with my mischievous behaviour in school but you have never fail to give up on me. As years gone by, you are not that bad after all.

Thank you, homeys, been there for me, shook my hands to wish me best of luck before I perform on the track. Cheered for me. Supported me from the start until the very end. Most importantly, took pictures of me in action as money can never ever buy history during my years as an athlete.

Life is filled with decisions. Indeed, it was a very tough time for me to decide whether should I really go on with athletics anymore after graduating from high school. Based on my current performance, I know myself could no longer compete in any higher state competition no matter how much I really want it. Yes, I have pulled out myself from athletics. Everything comes to an end, let go and never look back. Let bygones be bygones. Feeling very heavyily hearted at this point of moment, truly I am.

So, how did athletics form within myself?
One word, kiasu. Not just a meaning of "scared to lose" but it motivates me to strive better and better on the track.

It was one of my very first Green house practice session, we were asked to race 100m and BOOM there we went. This happened sometime 8 years ago.
Yes, I was defeated and came up 2nd, I never like the feeling of being defeated, honestly.
From there on, I have been targeting at the girl everytime and make sure I will beat her the next round. What was her name again? I can no longer remember, a malay girl with 'rambut kerinting' was all I can recall. Of course we did not grow up as enemies and continued to be friends, we were in the same team for relay during sports day and even competitions.

At 11, I have started to participate MSSD and so on....

Back in those days, I never actually like wearing shorts like this as above. Way worse than pom pom girls lorh. I only wear those pants whenever I know I am going to lose.

"Rina, what do you usually eat for breakfast before you run?"

I remember a few people came and ask me this question, I returned them with a smile and answered them "only Milo."

Well, I do not start my day with heavy breakfast but just a light one. Drinking Milo with a mixture of milk just to boost my glucose level.
If I am not wrong, world class athletes consume ice-cream an hour before competition to boost their glucose.

How I really miss those whacky times with everyone ):

Another reason why I enjoy is that we get to attend dinners, meeting new people from every states in the country.
I love how they decorate the rooftops though, sweet.
This was taken back in February at Johor. Johor is not an "ulu" place after all, the next time you get there, please visit "Teluk Danga" or better known as Danga Bay.
Very ,very sweet! Especially during night time.

Was I a sprinter, middle distance or long distance runner?

Hmm, I was a never a middle distance nor a long distance runner. Therefore, I was a sprinter, which includes events of 100m,200m and 400m. Yes, my only pet event so far was 400m and as for 100m and 200m were too competitive when competition level rises each time.

I was a hurdler back then for 2 consecutive years but after a bitter incident happened, coach pulled me out of that event.
What was the bitter incident?

Halfway leading, one more hurdle to go, out of the sudden, I trip and fell!
Of course, I got disqualified, it was very embarrassing in front of so many people during that time. Lying down on the track and sobbing.

Alright, but what in the world was I doing with some "peace" sign?

time ... need timeeee.

I Have Been Here All Along, Awaiting Just For The Right Time.

2008-05-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

Much as I am presently feeling quite you know, "I have nothing much better to do," I thought of dragging some of real life scenarios that I come across.

I am sure all of you are familiar with phrases like these,

"Spend money wisely."
"Be thrifty from time to time."
"Saving is an essential duty to practice."

ETC.

Hold up, how often do you practice these attitudes in yourself? I can assure not just only yourself, even myself personally and everyone else find difficulties in developing these qualities in our lives.

Alright, perhaps some of you might have tried to train yourself to penetrate these qualities into your thick skull but how long does it take to last?

Allow me to bring out a scene here as an example,

Generally, incident like this happens very frequently and we might end up getting it or give up over it or no sufficient $$$ to purchase.

You see some beautiful top, accessories, gadgets and only Him(God)knows what you adore most of the time. A part of you died when you pick up the price tag, although you already knew it is expensive but yet your are still keen you know, hope it is not so expensive. Congratulations to you if you are belong to the silver spoon category, if you are not, walk off from the shop with a sad, sad face. Or for the some of you, "Should I get this?"
*One starts to think deeply, when I get this, I cannot buy this ..that..this and that...* (Instead of doing further thinking, you hurriedly took the item you adore and race to the cashier immediately before someone snatches it away from you)

Not to worry, I do react just like this little son when I cannot get hold on things I really wish to have.

Once, I was staring blankly with puppy eyes adoring this jacket from Calvin Klein. Pricey, obviously, RM 269. BIG SIGH-LORH!

Yup, our straight away reaction whenever we successfully purchase on items we wish for.
Temporary satisfaction is involve here and why is this happening? Yes, we get all so hype up rushing to the cashier and when the payment is done, you get a little bit not so excited after that and becomes worse over time.

Perhaps you did not use your own money to buy it and you tend not to be appreciative towards it? As most of your resources comes from you daddy and mommy.

Wow, it is something not to believe that I actually typed this long.

Now, allow me to run through with you the spend money wisely ones.

Alright, back in those days while I was working at (damn, you should know where)
During break time of just (damn you 45 minutes) I will always sit outside Jusco supermarket, wanna know why?

Too many people spreading around at the main floors and please, I want a joyful meal with much peace.
I hated those days when I had to keep track with the time so often just to avoid (damn you 1 minute) late.

Oh buddies of my buddies, ONE MINUTE LATE = ONE HOUR REPLACEMENT
See, how punctuality effects our daily life.

A family came beside me, a daddy bought few sets of food from Jusco for his family during lunch time. A meal for himself, his wife, his two lovely daughters. Every set of meal was less than RM 3, really! The two lovely daughters had to kneel down to consume their food because their momma insisted them to do so.

WHY?

Momma was afraid they might spill their food on the floor to prevent wastage, told them to treat the bench as a dining table. Honestly, it was a discomfort sight seeing both of them kneeling down reaching out for their food.

HEHE. Nights

Intolerable

2008-04-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

I am feeling in great envy for those who get to experience Malaysian Dreamgirl Finale which held at One Utama tonight.
As for me, I am sitting right here, typing this out and wait for the results to be announce.

Who will be crown as the first Malaysian Dreamgirl?

Although I am not a big time fan of this event but I prefer Hanis than the rest. She is only 18, right? Correct me if I am wrong. Man, I so wish for her height, 170 cm is quite tall for any average ladies in Malaysia.

Eye Opener

2008-04-26T22:04:00.001-07:00

Please save me away from this harm, Lord. I have always despise people having this bad habit but I see myself doing this right now and it is so not myself.
P.L.E.A.S.E.

I was going through my file earlier and I found this video. This video was taken long time ago when Nik Izlina has just passed her driving license sometime last year, actually it has been a year already. While Sheena is being typical of herself, she took my camera and started camwhoring in the car and took a history making so called "video."

Oh kids, please do not attempt to try this too, especially when you just passed your driving test. Hey, seriously-larh!

KUDOS CHELSEA!!

Chew ; Hold on, seriously! *pauses on the phone awhile*
Paige Morgan ; Fai Titt larh chao pet/hai.
Chew ; * brings the phone closer to 'hehehehehe' * PRUTTTTTTTTTT
Paige Morgan ; WOI! BUSUK LARH!
* Paige Morgan keeps imitating back the 'PRUUUUUT' 'PRUUUUUT'*

*When Paige Morgan so proud when she discover how to play photoshop*
Paige Morgan ; Chao hai, tell me if there is any difference in my prom picture or
not?
Chew ; Uh, no. Same only?
Paige Morgan ; See properly!!
*Chew being a big time silly pressing plenty of times on the left and right keys on the keyboard to observe throughly* ( comparing with the present and previous picture )
Chew ; Eh? What has happened to your nose? Why so sharp one?
Paige Morgan ; Touch up lah! See, I am so expert now horh?
Chew ; Aiyer, main tipu one.

Bury Yourself With Books

2008-04-24T20:28:00.000-07:00

To be really honest, I was close to tears seeing these people run. Some of you might know. Yes, I am missing those old days when ........ :)
Future update will be my life with athletics when I have the time.

Sometime last month, I had my haircut at Peekaboo. Heh, Peekaboo sounds cute, no? It really sucks when you like your hair for that very moment and when it grows longer , it goes totally out of shape and you would scream "I need a bloordy new haircut."
Shall got for a visit to Shawn Cutler the next time since Paige Morgan said it is a little bit cheaper worh. And when I go for a next hair cut session, I think.......... I might go for this .......HAHA!

Agyness Deyn. A super model. She is no butch I tell you. If you ever think she is a butch, she will be the hottest and hottest butch that I have ever seen in life.
Nagh, I do not have a face shape like hers and of course, her haircut will definitely look awful on me.

She is hot, can?
I admire her,
Looks
Smile
Dressing
Way she models

Chew ; Should I dye my hair?
Paige Morgan ; OMG! NO! You will look a like "little Mat Rempit."

Boy oh boy, I still in love with this two ladies hair....

I have been having quite a long term back pain since last year June if I am not mistaken. I ignored this matter since then because I thought it will heal with time but it was a big mistake. It goes on and off for a while and now, the pain is permanent, it has worsen over time.

Allow this picture to illustrate my present case,

It might be a slip disc and thank God my parents have finally give it in to bring me for a checkup.

Can anyone tell me what colour editing is this, please? I have seen a lot of this in wedding portfolios. A sudden feeling struck me to learn how to play golf, sexy. Brother Ken taught me how to hold the club and position myself, got tired after few minutes. Ain't that simple after all.
And yeah, Ken if you are reading this, I am counting down the days to meet you again, I deeply miss you, brother!

I See It Coming Through, Forces Out My Courage Just To Bear With It.

2008-04-23T19:44:00.000-07:00

Stubborn I am.

When one starts to feed with their own selfish interest.

No idea on why I am typing this out but yeah.
I personally enjoy much reading www.kennysia.com blog. Not that I only discovered his blog recently but was it last 2 years or a year ago through my circle friends? From there on, I have been reading and reading his blog daily. At times, I would crave for his update as soon as possible. I would end up putting my right hand on my forehead and start laughing like a big time maniac.
I just do not get it why some people would write bad comments or misjudge him in a way. Man, tell me which other blogs are as interesting as his?

Chocolate Cornetto McFlurry ( Edited )

2008-04-17T05:18:00.001-07:00

Give it sometime and soon an update.

Chiok ; Life has been great and also bad at times but I am still holding close to it
and try not to give up too soon. Thank you very much for your concern, really
appreciate it. Last but not least, all the best my mate! Future Charted
Accountant. Remember to treat your buddy here when you earn big wages coming
to your way, aight?
Friend, do you remember the times we love to make a hell lots of noises in
Uncle Kevin's bus along with the others? Ah, memories and memories.
LOL! I can never ever forget those silly moments.

Man, I have not been tasting this for months already.

Of 18 years of breathing and living in this world, I finally gotten myself a cellphone. As most of you know, I have been using Papa's phone all this while. I guess I do not need to further myself anymore on what phone I purchased. The picture above shows clearly. If you are still filled with doubts, it is the latest 'Express Music' phone by Nokia. Yes, it is nothing biggie but just sharing out it's specifications.

I have been throwing the same question over and over again to some of my friends before purchasing this phone.

"Which phone should I get?"
Most of their replies were alike,
"Sony Ericsson." (SEs)

I personally agree on these points,

1. Most SEs are at affordable price, unlike most Nokia are selling way above budget.
2. Most SEs are good at their music player.
3. Most SEs are good at their cameras too, Cybershot enabled marh.
4. I am not sure about the rest.

Well, both brands come in pros and cons as we all should know by now. No phones are perfect.

Shoot me all you want but as for me, I am never a big role fan of SEs.

Initially, I thought of getting Nokia 6300 because I prefer those working purposes type of phones. You know, something like PDA? Yeah, I cannot categorize Nokia 6300 as a PDA phone. I am only giving you guys a rough idea, so yeah.

What my brother advised me was true, he said if I were to buy this phone, might as well get those normal phones at a cheaper rate? After all, it does not have much functions.

Keypad is all good. Comfortable and not too hard to hit when you send text messages to your homeys.

Yup, let's move on to the random shots I took earlier.

Powered with 3.2 Megapixels.
With 8X zoom.
Alright, who needs zoom anyway? Most camwhores that I know will scream out loud if one pimple is being expose.
Comes with, grey scale, negative, sepia and normal settings.

Haha.

Let's call this conversation between Ah Chew and Unknown, alright?
Ah Chew says ;
"Why are you so concern with the Megapixels in any phones when you have a Sony Cybershot T-10?"
Unknown says ;
"That camera can see pimples so clearly."
"Somemore camera phone is more easier what, all in one, no need so mah fan carry here and there unlike digital camera."
Whenever Ah Chew introduces can say quite good phones to this particular person,
Unknown says ;
"I want camera phone like sharp but cannot see pimples that kind one."

Dedicated For You

2008-04-12T10:58:00.000-07:00

You did your best, Afiqah Liyana Binti Chong!

To : Dearest Best Friend

2008-04-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

You have seen me cry.
You have seen how weak I get when I had to lose you, patch myself and move on with life.
In the end , you are the only one who knows me best.
You are the best I Have Ever Had.
And , we are best friends for eternity.

Told myself that I should come to this place.
A place located at 'Section 14'
An abandoned soft drink glass bottles factory.
Probably they should bring in Malaysian Dreamgirl to come here for a photo shoot as well.

I am too lazy to talk at the moment. Very lazy.

Had to walk on these and be extra cautious because there might be broken glasses all over.

Little Chow Tzi Fong, 3 years old.
He never fails to light up a smile on my face, feather light weight.
My tiny naughty nephew.
Times when I take out my camera, he will always play with it and hug my neck in a way asking me to take pictures of him.

Are You Ever Going To Feel An Inch Of Regret?

2008-04-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

I swear I have all the 3 seasons of this but all I need now is just a DVD. Unfortunately, my computer does not comes with a DVD. Furthermore, I do not feel comfortable watching it in the living room even if I have a DVD. I know, I know, many people have been talking about this through their blogs and everywhere. The last time I watched was long time ago, sometime last year when my brother was still around. Of course, you will NEVER find this show happening around here in this country.

Why?
Shall elaborate it further after this.

Yes, you got that right.
Katherine Moennig, advertising Hugo Boss undies. Haha.

Lesbians or bisexuals relationships happening in this show is not one of the reason for not previewing here in this country. To be honest, this show includes a lot of not just nude scenes but you know, sex scenes. This is my first time experiencing how angmohs can be so open.

To my surprise, I found this guy acting in this show too. What an interesting part to put him in the first episode of the show on having a relationship with this bisexual girl, Mia Kirshner. Even in the first episode, they were having sexual intercourse! Basically, you can see everything except for his private part larh but as for the girl, everything was shown.

I enjoy watching Ugly Betty too actually.

I keep wondering why some people would think that she is hot. She appears to be the most happening person in this show. One hippy person and yeah, gets on with girls easily.

Heck, now Season 4 is out.

Just because you are straight and think it is inappropriate to watch some show like this or you may be a guy or anything or you may have thought that this show is disgusting. Hey! It is worth watching! I am regarding about the story line here, please.

Urm anyway, my current 'in' show for the moment on Channel [V]

Nights'

I Can Never Come Up With A Conclusion

2008-04-08T01:43:00.000-07:00

Currently ; Peer Pressure by Jon Brian

Does it reminds you when you were a kid?

Perhaps It Was Just An Early Call (Edited)

2008-04-04T08:12:00.001-07:00

Currently ; Stay The Same by Joey Mcintyre

I am currently deeply into .....
Old songs and 90's

Really really, sentimental.
Not that I am being in an emotional state.
It takes me out for a relaxation by listening to these songs.

The edited part would be, my fellow hommies.

I read this article sometime ago from a dear friend of mine.
In some sense, I find it very useful.
Honestly, I cannot stop laughing while looking at the header. Smell it baby oh yes, SMELL.

Big boys, this article is heavenly useful for you. Good stuff, trust me!

http://ketiak-busuk.blogspot.com/2007/12/evil-ex-survival-101.html

Just for an eye opener, you know who you are.
Remember your 5 great smiles that I have mentioned to you before?
Your cheeky smile, remember? Hee.
How your two front teeth expose and you will use your index finger poke and poke the container whenever you see this little buttsie?
And, I can never forget how your voice would be every time you lay your eyes on this little fellow.
'' Uuuuiyooohhh , so leng lui worh ... ''

Tender You Go, Beauty Queen of Only 18' (Edited)

2008-03-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

Currently ; Only You by Flying Pickets

Through the pathways of Brickfields, a man threw 'dry food' across the walking pavement and this has got my attention to come up with a picture.

I was rather nervous because if I approach too closely to these creatures for obtaining a better angle, it might excrete some of it's waste material on me before they depart as a remembrance.

Well, college was merely fine and please enjoy your life to the fullest if you are still schooling while you are reading this statement. There are times I feel insecured around this area as my college is located in Brickfields , perhaps some of you might roughly know about this place and it is not quite safe at times in terms of crimes and so forth.

How do I overcome with making friends over here?
I think Mr.Vincent Wong Wei Jung has the key to unlock my question.
His statement,

''High School friends are the real thing , genuine.''

Spiderman is the original.

As time goes on, year 2007, this movie was released ..
This super duper cool red lizard came into the picture.

Cicakman also climb here and there, right?

Tokyo drift is the orginal.

As time goes on, year 2008, this movie is yet to be release ..

Enough is enough-lah.

'Will You Still Love Me In The Morning?' ... 'Forever and Ever, Babe'

2008-03-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

Honestly speaking, I never like the fact that some people just love doing this. It is as though more like an everyday a must do routine. People tend to compare this particular person to the other. It makes no concrete sense to me at all and it will never be. Humans are evil at some point and myself too of course, I do compare people at times but in the end, I start to come up with a conclusion, to think out of the box and that made me realize somehow. In life or just reality, in my way of thinking, comparing in between people is really a wrong manner to practice and very unfair for the other party. Yes, we all know this clearly that this is a win-lose situation, which means one is better than the other. To me, it makes a lot more sense if you were to compare which products deliver more benefits.

Mutu.

2008-03-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

Malaysian Dreamgirl?

Sounds and looks interesting, exactly from where they got the concept from ANTM. When will they stop copying and start implementing their own ideas instead?
Like what people would love to say these days,

******** BOLEH!

I personally admire this contestant, 'Hanis', no specific reason but she looks perfectly fine to me. In their latest photoshoot , 'Precinct 2', I got amazed on how she could set her best for this recent shoot. Smooth and yet simple. Well, leave it to the judges to do the honour.

Unfortunately, I do not catch up with the videos because I get irritated very easily whenever my internet encountered a little bit of lag. I sincerely hope they will preview this reality show through the television (if there is a next season) with clearer view, better quality and etc. Having this idea on watching through the internet for about 2-3 months is never useful.

Tomorrow might be an interesting day, me and my fellow friends will be heading to Putrajaya after a long time no see bonding session.

Time of joy and relaxing has come to an end and it is time to get myself down to more serious life challenging right now.
I will be furthering my studies in A'Levels (Arts) at Brickfields Asia College, Kuala Lumpur.

So much now, mates!

Oh Dear

2008-03-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I am terribly sorry that I do not have any photographs to post up in this entry. I was at my uncle's place throughout the time. My parents were having endless conversations with my relatives. For the time being, I guess I have nothing much to keep you guys out there updated.

So much for now, buddies!

Never Easy

2008-03-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

My current favourite track is 'Just Say The Word' by Josh Kelley. Just listen each and every words of this song.

Don't you miss those fun and whacky times with your friends? I sure do.
I have another week before college starts, pretty long more to go. Could have search for some giving out fly sheets jobs to earn a little bit more. Which college if you are wondering over there? Give it sometime if you are curious, patience is virtue. Will be leaving to Ipoh, Perak tomorrow afternoon and hopefully I will deliver some interesting shots by then. On this 17th of March, it is granny's 100th day. The Chinese custom believes on the 100th day after a person passed away, we must pray for the deceased once more.

Peas?

2008-03-14T00:11:00.000-07:00

These peas are not simple peas but peas coated with Wasabi
Enough to make me teared a little bit, the spice went up to my nostrils and skull
The colours were amazing and why not take a photograph out of it?

I have always admire Mr.James Blunt, in fact I enjoy listening most of his songs. You dirt bags can quit saying his voice is 'gay' and start listening to every single words he sings. Every lyrics of his songs are deep and unlike any other singers use the same old phrases like these, 'I cannot live without you' , 'You are the air that I breathe.' Feel free to watch 'Carry You Home' by him through 'You Tube.'
Really really...sentimental.

Hello

2008-03-12T03:25:00.000-07:00

How can I resist to not buy it?

Just a short update to keep all of you updated
Finally almost three months of waiting have come and gone
It was a big day for myself and everyone else
So, results were released today
Part of me died and the only way to overcome my fear was to listen to Hitz.FM
As for me, I am satisfied with my results half-heartedly as I have already expected it
Congratulations for those who did well and for those who did not, it is alright, everything comes down to one thing after all which is, life goes on
I am sure most of you have a certain pathway to come up in this near future, much luck to all of you!
After much consideration, I have made up my mind on what to pursue, it has been my solid decision for a very long time
No, photography is not what I long for, this is only to fill up my time
Now that results are finally released, am so ready to hit college right now
Sincerely hope that I am capable to take things as they come and try my best to give all out in everything I do

Last but not least, congratulations to you too, dear
You know who you are and I am so proud of you for obtaining straights A's (:
Forget about the Moral anyway!

What have I been doing nowadays?
I have been watching a lot of ....

Yup, the 'Kami' series
Been catching up with it through You Tube
It is a malay series played by our very own fellow Malaysians

For Those Who Wonder

2008-03-02T21:23:00.000-08:00

Greetings to all fellow homeys,

I do not have a lover and I am not afraid to say that I am officially single for more than a year old
Hold on, this love relationship thing does not really matter much to me because I have always knew that someone will always stand by me and keep me away from all harms
And with that person, how can I ever forget?
We all have her, you and I both have her
I feel very much gifted to have her as a, mother
My mother has always been the thoughtful one whom leaves me little notes by the table to remind me to eat and prepare my lunch whenever I am home alone
All these sweet things will definitely retain in our memories for as long as we breathe

Anyway, how has life been for you this far?
I am certain that most of you are aware that results are going to be out very soon
For those who still do not know, here it is, 12th March 2008
I wish all the best to all SPM 2007 candidates on this day
Well, I do have butterflies in my tummy whenever I come think about it

Another thing I would like to share with you all is this,
I understand that this step is to prepare ourselves closer towards real working life mode next time but I personally do not understand what is the need to issue a letter of resignation before I leave my job?
After all, I am only working as a part timer and I do not play an important role in this company at all

There were no interesting occasions to be made history inside my camera these days
Life has been more than just pretty boring
For as much as now, do take care of yourselves people!

Later'

New Pair, Please?

2008-02-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

New pair of sports shoes, please?
I can no longer see the swootch anymore though

Left about a week for a competition with this two girls to Johor, Kah Lin and Shawna
Kah Lin made an interesting shot too

Shall update soon!

Rina, You Played In The Rain And Now You Got Yourself Wet. The Fault Is On Your Side

2008-02-17T09:27:00.000-08:00

Greetings to all my fellow homeys
I am wondering whether I am suffering from a slip disc
In case you do not know what is slip disc, do not be lazy and search it up through 'Goggle'
I am all good and also in a bad condition too
I guess I need more reality check and be more wise before I end up myself whole heartedly next time
I miss my siblings, Don and Ken
I was once jealous because their name are only one syllable
One is in Phillippines and the other is in Johor
My crib is so silent now that I can no longer recognize it anymore
We used to play football in the living room by using a tennis ball and I will always be the one who proudly volunteer myself to be the goal keeper

Ah, cut those lengthy talks and move on

I went to Petaling Street or better known as 'Chee Cheong Kai' earlier in the evening with my folks

A man lifting up ice cubes

This graffiti caught me as I walk across it
The picture was really nicely drawn

Valentine's?

2008-02-15T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hello dear homeys,

How was your Valentine's?
Hope all of you have a great day
Valentine's day is not everything to me
To be really honest, it is just another day
Express your love everyday is way better than just 14th of February
Do you think that guy spent RM 40k on the billboard just to propose to his girl is sweet? (I think the billboard is really nice though because it was in black and white)
You do not need to spend so much on those pricey gifts
Money cannot buy love, remember?
It is the way how you put 'love' and mix and mingle everything with your partner

Hello

2008-02-06T07:46:00.000-08:00

When you are free
Please do drop by at this website

http://www.uth.com.my/ssss2_vote.htm

TO VOTE FOR?!

Run Back To The Same Old Reason All Over Again

2008-02-05T22:52:00.000-08:00

Hello?

* Bikini *

Customer ; Are the padding removable?

R ; Uh, actually no unless you want to cut the sides and remove it?
Why do you want to remove the padding anyway? Isn't it better with the
padding on? ( I wanted to say so that your nipples will not be visible )

Customer ; Because I want to look natural
(her tone was higher than before with her body language and hand movements like a big time bitch)

R ; (I laughed inside my heart when she said that)
Ah, okay

Never have I bring all these in my blog but this time, nothing but the truths
Here are some personal experience that I have gone through in my 18 years of living
Sure some of you may have gone through a little similar case just like mine
Should I take it as growing phase in life or what?

What sort of people that I usually dislike?

When you drown yourself so much just to save up this special someone's butt but hold on, no one asked you to save him or her
So much effort and time you have put in
At the end of the day, nothing more than just the word 'thank you'
See, your are not expecting anything else but just hope the person will treat you a little bit better
And after that, either they will remember you, gone for good or never appreciate you
You blame yourself so much that you wish you can turn back time and pretend to give lame excuses just to avoid this but....

When you think of this again, you sort of feel regret or bad if you do not lay your hands just to help him or her

This is what your special someone normally do when they have favour in need

They get down really nice and soft with you and ask pretty please do this or that for me

Friends start addressing you bad names asking why one earth so silly of you
If you never realise, our friends are the only one who give us true advices when you have problems like this
They give us endless support just to make you wake up

You are always the thoughtful one
Whichever things that can help your special someone to complete their task, you will definitely give them first because your special someone is the priority
Same shit happened again, that person once again never appreciate you
I go with this slogan ' shit happens ' and try hard to swallow

I have tried so hard to gather all my courage to tell that person to leave me alone for good but my heart is too soft just like this phrase says 'love is blind'

I am giving in again and again

Do You Remember Mr.Smelly Blanket, Dear?

2008-01-26T06:02:00.000-08:00

Just right on time to snap a boy and a girl
Tried to snap with a bunch of people walking but after trying so many times, I have decided to put up the white flag
Since I got 45 minutes break today and why not take some pictures?

Heh, I hope is alright enough to produce interesting pictures of the surroundings
As you know, am always a big fan of B&W pictures

Life is seriously not so cool now
Most of the time I will never have a peaceful mind to enjoy my meal at all
I need to watch out the time every time

Race To You

2008-01-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

I got disgusted today
I never like tying back bikinis after customers have tried on them
Why?
We have to check the bottom whether there is stain or not
And, today
Was the first time I discovered something all by myself
This bikini is nice, really
Unfortunately some inconsiderate person had left some awesome gift for me
If you are a girl/woman then you will definitely get me
This customer had left this beautiful stain, her yellow discharge
See, we never mind customers to try the bottom provided their underwear is on

According to my senior, she told me that there was a similar case happened too and they had to put that bikini as 'damage'
Such a big lost when one bikini costs around 200++

Uh, in case you want 'Revolution Tour' tickets, let me know alright?
I can give them for F.R.E.E (:

So much for now
Til' then!

P/S ;
Why nobody is up for Switchfoot's gig?
This gig you should not be missing out when you have the money and chance to go

Have a safe journey back to Ozzie land, Thian Hong!

Those Times, It Will Remain Eternity

2008-01-17T22:44:00.000-08:00

I am officially off today
So sick of waking up, so sick of applying make ups
Ah yes, it is compulsory to apply make ups
I have thought of quitting and yes I am going to quit
RM 45 does not make much profit to me as I am currently raising a personal fund to gain a cellphone
To all the girls and boys, if your momma or daddy bought you a phone then you are fortunate
Passed by Meng Leong's blog and yes, I do miss school whole a lot

Rule Of Third in the first picture, hope I manage to produced it finely
Yes, I still keep my whities ( school shoes ) and it is not a rare to see shoes with hole like the second picture

I remembered people used to tease my shoes were like Shaolin Soccer back in Form 1
And, back in those days
Everyone's balls/pussies (guts)

Were only this big

Some felt anxious or rather excited where a new life is going to start after graduating primary school

Alright, pictures,pictures and only pictures

I have participated in all girls futsal team

Afterglow was the name of my futsal team, it is a song's title sang by INXS group

Me?

Haha.
As I was flipping back through my photo album
Pictures last time were not good because I only shot them with a film camera
Do all of you remember this guy?
I could not stop laughing by just looking at darling Vincent Wong Wei Jung!
....
......................
H0MGZ ( letters that I always can find in his blog )
...............................
............................................!

He was only 14 ,

Bleh! Guys will always be guys!
They just love to pose their muscles here and there

Yeah, alright
Carry on

Cameron Highlands athletics training camp, year 2005
With all the Buncho's paint, flour, milo powder, lipstick mix altogether in a bucket and when the song stops playing the person who is still holding bucket gets all these on their faces

Look at Vincent's face back there

Port Dickson, 2004
Manimogan's smile like a little chomel chindian boy

Meet my close Indian friend in school, Sheena Prasannan
My partner in crime whenever we go for athletics camps and meets
We were the only two who got scolding most of the time

We traveled all the way down to Johor for some relay competition in the pictures above
In the first picture, Sheena was on top of a chair ( in a bus )
Why?
I did the same too thing actually
We saw a flying cockroach, we thought it was the safest thing to do by just climbing on top of a chair

In the second picture, we seriously had nothing better do
We bought two shandy and celebrated our last day in Johor

One more thing I would like to share,
There was once Sheena pressed all the buttons in an elevator, sat down there and read a story book in some Seremban's hotel
Everyone had to use the staircase
How did we find out?
There was a CCTV installed inside the elevator

Well, the 'peace sign' was an in thing too

I miss this two boys too!
They have never fail to keep me company in class

That's all for now
When I feel like it, I will make this post longer
Take care!

I was watching television earlier, commercial break in between then
It was really hilarious to watch this latest Osim's product
People these days, with their fantastic creative mind or is this another business strategy for those people who are trying so hard to lose weight?

I am certain that all of you have heard this,

Osim iGallop
I personally tried this machine, turned it to the maximum speed
Wow, I have to say that this machine is very aggressive lor
Yet, I did not even sweat a little

People, iGallop is no longer the latest product
This one is,
While iGallop rotates like riding on a mad bull
For this,

Known as, uRobic
It moves sideways aggressively
RM 1388?

Well, if I am fat, I would rather go to a gym which offers me more workouts
At the end of the day, I can enjoy myself with free cold drinks as much as I want and go for a swim

I Am Not Difficult To Find, Just 10 Digits Away

2008-01-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

Currently ; Ordinary World by Duran Duran

Ah.Work.Work.Work.
Sigh, really
What a life I am going through now seriously
All my daily entertainments are aside now (".)

Just so you know,
If you are interested in this upcoming 'Revolution Tour' event
What is Revolution Tour?
A chance to see people surf, skate, music and etc. ( to be precise, it is more like a beach party )

Location ; Sunway Lagoon
Time ; 12 P.M
Date ; 26th January 2008 ( Saturday )

How can I get the tickets?

Purchase any products from any nearest Roxy or Quicksilver stores and get two free 'Revolution Tour' tickets
HURRY! the tickets are going off really fast!

Wish I can give free tickets to some of you since I am a staff at Roxy but unfortunately, no free tickets provided for the staffs

I Often Ask Myself WHY

2008-01-06T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hello there.
Thank you very much if you are still keeping up with the entries in this blog
If you have followed my blog closely like what I have mentioned in my previous entry, I am taking up a job already
To sum up everything in these three days of working, honestly, I have never been this tired in my whole entire life
Sometimes this has made me upset because working for 9 hours only got me around 40-45 ringgit
No, this is not something I should be proud of when you actually need to stand all day to serve those fussy customers
Basically, this is what you get, no matter where you work at
5 riggit an hour, cannot ask more than that, right?

Well, I see majority of my friends are in college already
I really want to pick up first intake too

Alright, buddies
So much for a short post here
See you!

You Know Me Best

2008-01-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

Feeling very emotional right now
Feels like the whole world is going to crash over me and nobody is willing to give me a hand to overcome this
For once, I felt my life is on a threat

No, I am just kidding
Will update soon!

Have Been Missing You

2007-12-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

Good day, people
In case you do not know,

2.2.08
Switchfoot is hosting a concert at Kuala Lumpur
I personally think that this gig is so worth going
Better than silly MCR,FOB,SP and a bunch of kids favourite bands
Will definitely be there when someday Dashboard Confessional is bringing a gig for us
People, I am not going to update my blog as often already
Going to work really soon
Hit me and I will reveal it out to you, heh
Sounds fishy, eh?
Certainly, am gonna deliver an entry when I have the time

So long for now people!
A new year ahead, I wish all the best to everyone
Throw away the regrets and start anew
Oh, I do not believe in new year's resolution actually
Hey , okay, if this happens
Here are my resolutions,

1. Be more wiser
2. Work harder to achieve my goals

What Am I Really To You?

2007-12-27T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I went shooting with,

Both of them, Kin Meng and Eman
Standing between both of them listening to their conversation, makes me timid
I have no idea what are they talking about on cameras and everything, I have too much to learn
Also, their gadgets makes me want to stand aside

We went Tasik Perdana today, it was one very tiring day
I am lazy to upload one by one, so I am going to do it this way

Then we headed to the Orchid Garden

Oh, before you leave
Please visit these blogs
www.emanazrin.blogspot.com ( Eman )
www.kinz.wordpress.com ( Kin Meng )

Thank You!

P/S ; I Wish I Can Be Your Someone

2007-12-25T10:14:00.000-08:00

Yes, I am very bored

Bored until I am too free to do all these

These are the pictures I took this year, 2007

Oh well, I do not have a specific reason on why I love to take pictures in black and white

They just give me an extra feeling which I cannot describe in words

Last but not least,thanks a lot to Chee Kong for your help!

A Wish

2007-12-24T06:44:00.000-08:00

Retard
Ta!

Never Ever Going To Leave ( edited part 2 prom )

2007-12-21T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hello mates,

It was really strange that I did not have the feeling of taking pictures today
Probably something was bugging me all the time
Trying not to be emotional but it is just too tough not to do so
Tons of apologies to all of you, pictures taken today are really not up to taste at all
Anyway, I am never afraid to admit that I am not good in photography

Spent the whole day in One Utama and watched the two movies above
Aww, the movie of Alvin and the Chipmunks was really good
I cannot stop laughing throughout the movie, especially Theodore
Too adorable already!

For Enchanted, I find it silly and did not enjoy the movie at all
I wonder why people said it is good

So much of a Japanese food lover, I had lunch in a Japanese restaurant located in One World
No, it is not Soho but Kura
According to one of my friend, Kura is also under Rakuzen

So yeah, I got some more pictures from prom earlier

Like those big gold ribbons got tied behind every chairs

Nominees for King and Queen

They look sweet, don't they?
Thian Hong's chest appears to be blotting though

Alright.Ta!

Wherever You Will Be, You Will Be Remembered

2007-12-19T04:07:00.000-08:00

Hello people,
Was not around for two continuous days, left to Ipoh
A must attend funeral
My granny of 93 years old has passed away
How often do you see someone so close to you live until this long ?
Honestly speaking, I really miss her
Her presence still lingers, her soul still lives no matter wherever she will be

Allow me to run through with you on her multiple medical problems
1. Pneumonia
2. Anaemia
3. Kidney stone ( more like kidney failure )
4. Heart

Perhaps there are more

To sum up everything, granny's cause of death was multiple organs failure
Family and I rushed to hospital after receiving a call from them
We all expected when the curtains were already drawn around her bed (that she is no longer here)
It was really a breaking moment that we could not spend our last times together before her last breathe
The hospital assistants wrapped her tightly with some kind of cloth from head to toe
Her body was more like mummified

I attended SMK Taman S.E.A's prom on the 15th December 2007 at Grand Millenium
Grand Millenium is formerly known as Region Hotel
I personally thought that this prom is never going to be good but it was a mistake
Honestly speaking, the performances did not put any interest on me at all
Especially the dancing groups, more like a bunch of seafood (lala) people on the stage
It was really an eyesore seeing them performing
Food wise was just average
Overall, I must say I really enjoyed this prom

Alright, why not let the pictures do the talking?

Enjoy!

Just A Flavour For You

2007-12-14T07:05:00.000-08:00

If you do not know, my camera is unable to attain good shots especially during night time
Pictures taken during night time are very blur
Luck was on my side, a friend of mine was kind enough to lend me his camera
Nikon P5000, an amateur camera
I must say this camera is not that bad after all
Not quite familiar with the settings and not quite a Nikon fan either
Well, cannot blame some people for being such a big fan over it since there are so many users
Somehow, I really dislike how people misuse such a good camera brand
Why?
For me to know, and for you to find out
Truly hope all the pictures will turn out well
I guess I need to wait a while more to receive all the pictures though
And, this explains why the delay on 'Hollywood Night' entry
Sorry, mates
Please be patient, alright?

Oh, just to keep you a little bit occupied in my blog, here are some random pictures

Mens at work

Til' then
Take care!

I Even Voice Out Your Name When I Am Asleep

2007-12-08T09:32:00.000-08:00

Supposed to leave to Cameron Highlands today but for no reason this occasion has been cancelled
It is a good thing too, at least I can spend a lot more time back here rather than having training for 3 sessions a day
This feeling of pack and unpack your luggage within 24 hours can be really irritating

Alright, there is nothing special about this picture just posted it for fun
For the mean time, I do not have any entries to post up
Sorry for making you to see the same old entry all over and over again every time you visit

So much for now,
If you are partying and having all the fun in the world
Please party and drive with responsible (:
I will never ever want to see any of my friends to end up just like our dear late friend ( I do not want to mention ) who passed away

The 50-th Post

2007-12-05T22:57:00.000-08:00

Currently ; Your Heart Is An Empty Room by Deb Cab For Cutie

Hello there,

One more post before I leave this Saturday
Have been playing a lot of Hitman 2 this lately but unfortunately, I have to stop it because the game has a 'bug' (however you call it)
Cannot wait to go driving range one day and hit some balls

My little daughter,Latte

It was drizzling earlier, and why not take pictures of water droplets?
If only photoshop is used to make the droplets more definite
And again, I do not know anything about photoshop

Best I Have Ever Had

2007-12-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

Currently; Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5

Spent a little while in the park earlier
Took a short break and sat on a stone chair
I have always wanted to take photographs of children playing around but I am just too afraid that their parents might skin me alive or think I am a maniac
Besides,wedding photography interests me too
Thought of taking wedding photography as well but the world out there is too competitive
I even thought of becoming a professional wedding photographer
Alright, I better quit dreaming

One reason I dislike about my camera is, unable to attain good shots at night
Very shaky and blurry
I have no idea on how to fix this
Anyone care to help, please?

Camwhore infront of the mirrors,camwhore in the fitting rooms,camwhore in the toilet,camwhore in the car,camwhore here and there
Why not try camwhoring under the thick clouds?
Let's just call it 'self-potraits' :)

I will be leaving to Cameron Highlands soon (8th-? December 07')
Girls and boys,please take care of yourself

Just A Shadow Passing Through [edited]

2007-11-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

Currently; I Could Fall In Love by Selina

Hello.Hello.Hello
Since most of the blogs that I have read only use words to describe that SPM is over, but for my case,am going to put a little more flavour to it

Well, not exactly over yet, but less than 24 hours
And yes, I know my looks are retarded

To tear away my boredom a little, here are some random shots

Finally,I have link all of you!

Please let me know if I have not link you, alright?
I still prefer a white background but when I use it, there are empty spaces in between the links
The links are only visible when you mouse over the empty spaces, no choice but to change it to black again

Does this cowboy ferris wheel ring a bell to you?
After my official SPM was over, me,Vincent,Jan Ming,Rachel and Jonathan headed over to Sunway Lagoon
I must say that Genting Highlands is better, in terms of rides that they offer

In case some of you have not watch this movie
Not much an animated movie lover but seriously, the way they made this movie feels so real
Anyway, I think this movie is priceless

Absolutely Great When You Speak

2007-11-15T21:09:00.000-08:00

Currently; Shadow Of The Day by Linkin Park

Oh well,exams were very tiring this week
Baaaargh!
Today,marks an end for one week of examination
A week more,then two days in the week after
And then,FREE!

Unfortunately,I do not know how to apply Photoshop at all
So,this is the best I can do

Remember there this HP Merdeka Photo Contest I mentioned before?
Yes,am the top 50 winners
Although the prize is not what I desire
Trying to be on the positive side,at least I won myself something
A HP Deskjet F4185 All-in-One

You spoke to me today,could not stop smiling inside my heart
As though like just came out from a chocolate swimming pool
Smily face lighted up on me all day long
Sad it is,that perhaps today is the last time I am going to see you
Or perhaps,someday? For a very long time later

If so happens you pay a visit to Mr.Famous Amos's
If you never take notice,red gummies are the best

Memories We Go Through Will Remain Eternity

2007-11-04T21:46:00.000-08:00

Currently; We Are One Tonight by Switchfoot

Today is totally a wonderful day,
Totally one moment that I,and all of us will remember throughout our lifes!
A day where we share our last moments together before our major public exam comes
High School,you are one of the best memories in life

Friends are always forever,boyfriends or girlfriends are WHATEVER!

We leap together

We unite together whenever anyone of us got individual problems

We take photographs together and give our best smile

Hmmm,too much sodium hypochlorite on the kurungs?

Some look sweet together

We point out at each other's mistakes
Wai Hong,sudah hilang mana?

Sometimes you see posers

Some are just too close

Ah,so to sum up everything,here is the last photograph of the day,

Super familiar,no?
Thanks,mates.Really appreciate whenever some of you willing to hear my sorrow.

Until we meet again (:
Yours truly,R*

And,perhaps?

2007-11-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

Blogger is never too good,one of the worse blogging site!

YOU PESKY,STOP SEARCHING FOR NURIN'S AUTOPSY PICTURES,CAN?
IT IS NOT OVER THE INTERNET ANYMORE,PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT
FOR GOODNESS SAKE,STOP GOGGLING

In about another 9 days

Think Twice

2007-10-27T02:20:00.000-07:00

Been smoking a lot this lately?
Feeling regret,no?
Why bother which brands of fags are the best?
No guilt whenever you light up a cig?
Have you thought of crushing your bad habit and say I want to start anew?

Trying to fit in your so called group,so you will never be left out?
Do you honestly think that this trend is 'in' and cool?
Think twice

Love yourself,your life deserves very much better than inhaling these cigs
So what if you are born silver spoon?
Money can solve all your pains later in life when you get hospitalized?

Think again

And I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

I have been liking Linkin Park since little
Stadium Merdeka,15th October 2003,I recall
Always wish they will come back
Hearing that they are not performing over here sounds,me,disappointed
Why invited them back 4 years ago but not again?
Frankly speaking,LP's the bestest gig ever
They are suppose to come here but due to some unforseen circumstances,so you know
What has happened to theme 'Visit Malaysia'?
Who cares MCR rockin' here or no,LP is still very much better
Kinda jealous whenever Singapore get picked by many of the overseas artists
What somemore? Aerosmith is coming?
Who wants to go?

You totalled me,really

2007-10-16T02:55:00.000-07:00

Currently; A New Day Has Come by Celine Dione

Big BIG HELLO,

I love how Celine Dion sings,her songs gives me strength and relaxing
Hah,all this while I thought Photoshop is like a fake tool but nagh, now I am wrong
Totally spices me up to see my picture after getting photoshoppedNow,photoshop is spreading contagious diseases all over me to learn
Love how the picture got enhanced

And hey,do you all remember this baby?Cast from Rob B Hood,baby Matthew
So cute little baby boy boy,so cute horh?

Now this is how he looks like,he is now 2 years old
Gagagaga.So 'hor ngoi'
Baby baby baby,love love love love <3

I do not understand what is so addictive about Facebook?
There are people spend hours and hours
Sorry to say,I find it priceless

Loving you at all times

2007-10-11T20:29:00.001-07:00

Currently; Apologize by One Republic

Was checking back at my blog stats,wondering who on earth went and goggled 'Nurin's Autopsy pictures' and if you are reading this, please do not get offended there,yeah?
You give me a million dollar,I would never want to see

Well,of all flowers I think water lilies are the best

Nagh,I am not going to Malacca now

Breathe me

2007-10-09T04:08:00.000-07:00

Currently ; Everybody's Changing by Keane

Just a lil' update,hah,rain poured with heavy thunder today
Heck,this turn out pretty good,eventhough it rained before thatUh,I participated a photography contest
Not really one photography contest but how you relate the competition's theme to your picture
Hopefully,I will stand a chance to win at least a Sony Cybershot

Hello one,two and three?

2007-10-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

Nagh,I seriously do not have any entry to share at this moment
Will be leaving to Malacca for Raya's holidays soon,so from there I shall update
For now,to all SPM year 2007 candidates
You and I both have the same counting days,which is approximately 30 over days left
And,I hate to see the day minus one by one very quickly
It feels uber terrible
No,I should not hide this but to gather all my confidence to beat this battle
Hold up, 'uber' does not exist,who in the world so belalang head to create such word?

I wish all of you out there a big big big big luck

Feeling nervous actually because there isn't much time left
Do hope can cover all my syllabus on timeUuuuuiyohhh,gaga,this is so cute

And,she will be there for you always
Day or night,rainy or sunny she will try to make your day twice good
You will have a part of her always,no matter where you are,even it takes a flight to reach you
She misses you dearly very much,do you hear me calling you?

When I have to make things up all by myself

2007-10-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

I am starting to feel lifeless,living up only with my camera,seriously
Starting to give up,starting to see life does not mean much to me anymore
Starting to realise that there isn't any track for me to follow up later in future
Suddenly I am,I am,so lost
Apart from shooting pictures when curiosity hits,I shoot during emotional breakdown too
Sometimes I think to myself,why life is so difficult?
Truth is,my life is never as bad those compared to poverty living people at Africa,Africans
Malnutrition,flies all over,no water nor food,HIV spreading severely
Falling back to the same reason over and over again makes me weak
Alright,I must and must stay strong
I must set my mind and stay focus,I must
I love how this picture turns out
Can you see the picture a little vibrant?

Just follow

2007-09-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

A frequent question lies in me is,what will life be after death?
Seeing close relatives crying or mourning infront of a grave
All you hear are,birds chirping
All you feel,the cold wind blowing
All you vision,a corpse lying in a coffin or some burn the body til' ashes for the Chinese
Will we meet the doors of Heaven or Hell?
This is an answer I can never meet,forever

My grandfather passed away today, he died of throat cancer,3rd stage

There are times when you come to my house,you will play the piano
You used the black keys instead the white ones and I have no idea why the black ones
There are times mommy cook fish and chips because you like to eat
There are times I remember you give me a smile when you hand me a red packet
It makes me laugh inside my heart whenever I see you using white toilet rolls to clean your money
I feel regret for not visiting you even once when you got admitted because momma never let children go to the hospital at nightSo long,Ah Kong

Will be attending his funeral later in the evening

Beautiful,my word to say this

2007-09-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

Passed by Deviant Art today and so happens I found this
And,I would not mind to fly all the way to Netherlands just to get this

Long but I will wait

2007-09-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

Currently; Love Changes by Climie Fisher

Perhaps today or tomorrow is the last day of school?

Excluding Post Trial on the 8th October til' 27th and then when the real battle begins
Yes,SPM.I want to defeat you,down you go!

Though it feels great but somehow I feel a little bit heavy hearted
After 5 years receiving education here,a lot of sweet bitter memories created
Get to know many people is always my favourite thing to do because one day you might never know you need their help

I remember friends get so excited and say 'it's high school,bring it on!''
Always and always in Year 7,girls will check out boys and boys will check out the girls
Sounds a lot of silliness when I hit my head back down to where it all begins in High School
Fun or no,we still take them as a growing phase in all of our lives
Well yeah,I do enjoy each and every High School moments with my mates and teachers

Yes,you probably see this picture like kezillion times but it's alright
Back in Year 7,breaking rules and get every free trip once in a while to the office it's something that I do not desire
Back in Year 7,I remember constant insults regarding my 'helm et hair'
They would ask 'Rina,where did you buy/cut your hair''?
''Barber,ah?''
Deep down inside,I find it quite a nuisance,like for re al
Back in Year 7,I might be a little/much/very much a rude person but I gue ss as years passed,I grew wiser?
I send my deepest apologize to anyone whom I hurt unintentionally back at that time and now too

Uh,I remember this guy always tease me flat
'Airport','fei kei cheung'
As in,flat boobs to be a little precise
Oh,boy you are still my friend who is currently studying in Sri Cempaka now
Does that ring a bell to you,no?
I guess big or small boobs do not really matter in a pe rson
To me,to measure a person,is his heart
Unless you enjoy luring people looking at you all the way in the mall or wherever

Same is the same but not much of a helmet alike anymore
I love B&W pictures,they give me a sense of good feeling

Alright,here is one of the picture I like
Why?
I love the combination of the coconut tree leafs along with the beautiful sky up ahead
Trust me,the sky appeared like that at the very moment I shot it

Unfortunately,I did not get this one right
Yeah,I am not skillful
My idea was slowing down the shutter speed and the car lights will be like this,Took this by the car rear window

Before I leave,I salute this men,Chan Bing FaiThough he is 70+ years of age but his pictures really inspire me
Here is one of his picture,
Focus on the cloud,can you see as though like a bird landing at the tops of a mountain?
And,I said this picture is very beautiful when I saw it
Damn,he is seriously good

God,save the innocents

2007-09-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the existence of God
I believe He can see each and everything happening in this world with His powerful eyes
I believe He will punish all evil people and demolish them
I believe He saves the innocents

All I can say is 'Oh My Lord',
As I was reading through the papers
A girl back in year 1987 got missing and killed 70 metres away from her crib
She went missing while buying breakfast with her brother,11 year old
I don't think she got raped because the papers did not say so
And,she was only 9 years old
People,she is only 9 YEARS OLD!

So cruel,just so FUCKING CRUEL

Just imagine if she was still breathing and she actually had to endure this very painful feeling

A metre-long piece of wood with three nails at the end forced into her vagina,puncturing her intestines,stomach and heart,and a piece of wire around her neck

I did not know the world out there is ugly

You,The Priority

2007-09-21T11:41:00.000-07:00

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Currently; There is A Light That Never Goes Out by Anberlin

Pretty usual this lately,everything looks the same to me
Nothing extraordinary happening these days
Frankly speaking,I do not have much update
About shooting,nothing interest me to pull out my camera from my pocket
Except for one,shooting daisies.I have been looking for daisies quite sometime
Nearby the school's back gate but usually I only pass by there after school
Daisies means a lot to me,in a way

Diagnostic tests are smelly to me,two continuous days along 7 papers to fill

And,about Facebook
I got hooked up a little while,I do not find it addictive at all
I am very sure that all of you know about Nurin's case
Feel sad about it every time I see her face in papers everyday
How can a cold hearted person do such things to a innocent girl?
She is only 8-9 years old and she has not seen the whole world
Sincerely hope that Police will arrest the murderer very soon
This is Mocha,the fattest terrapin I have ever rare For dearest daddy,mommy and brother Don and Ken
I love you all for supporting me over these years
Through thick and skin,with all the memories
Thank you!Went for a jog later in the evening,if I could,I would really want an emo glasses
and mess my hair like an emo person and go to school everydaySpikey hair is so old schoolDaisy along the way
She always tells you that you are just like a daisy
You smell like one whenever you are right next to her
The light smell lies within your bodyIt was really disturbing to see my Accounts teacher suddenly
I turned my head down and play with my camera

2007-09-18T05:05:00.001-07:00

'Just like negative films playing the memories inside a filmstrip out of our mind'
Now,trials are a little bit going to finish

Can they think more for us and be any smarter?

Why do diagnostic tests on the projector and til' 27 October where SPM is seriously like a size of a 'full stop' ?

Sometimes I love this place(country) and sometimes I do not,why?

Hello there

2007-09-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

Thank you very much for all your comments!
For you to know,I am never going to reply and I do not really fancy Cbox and etc.

I will be very thankful if you would reveal and tell me who are you
Regarding on the post that has a 'sepak takraw' picture inside
Telling me about the 'Rule of Third',thanks anyway
Please do tell me,alright?
Thank You!

I stole the school laboratory's glass rod to put 'Paige Morgan' inside
'Paige Morgan' is another term to substitute someone special's name
So,are you all clear on why 'Paige Morgan' ?
Well,you can stop Goggling all over the Internet already
Yes,the name was from a movie
And,that is how I got this name

Your Voice is the Soundtrack of The Summer

2007-09-14T23:52:00.001-07:00

Currently; Thunder by Boys Like Girls

You're as beautiful like flowers bloom during summer

Sorry to all for making an emotional post before this entry
Day is as hot as usual,I am getting darker everyday walking home after school
Sometimes,I hope Malaysia will snow someday which is a no-no
And,perhaps I can get my camera to shoot snow flakes
Talking about my camera,it operates by using batteries
We all know very well batteries can never last and it gets weaker and weaker after hundred times of charging
Currently,using Energizer Nickel-Metal Hydride rechargeable batteries
The batteries came along with my camera which both of them are now 4 months old
It gets worn out really easily right now,so any suggestions for good batteries?
It gets worn out when I do not use it more than hour?I took clouds more like ten over times til' got bored
Today,it was something unusual
Clouds look extra thick today and as if they are crashing towards us
Trained myself for manual settings,cannot depend on auto settings too much
Still,the pictures did not give me a favourable answer
Gotta' work on it more often And,now I am truly obsess with Sushi Tomo's Unagi Bento ):

Untitled.

2007-09-14T08:30:00.001-07:00

Just like those in your eyes give birth
Every birth of these lies one meaning inside
We all give birth for all these with a reason,generally,it is all the things that makes us feel down
She gets very excited every time when she is out there with her love
Looking in those shining eyes like never seen in anyone before,one word to say,beautiful
All the steps left here,will always be remembered
That is where it all it started,our high school love
We go over the moon whenever we get involve into high school love
In movies,they only work to offer you entertainment
Sometimes,she really wonders that what happens in movies ends up in reality too?
Believing how much that one sacrifice for another may seem realistic but remember it spells as 'M O V I E'
Heck,she still had an enjoyful moment before and after the movie
She gets inspire at times too,seeing how that one person sacrifice
Especially in the movie of 'Ghost Rider',uhhh?And,I miss you very badly

I tried

2007-09-12T23:36:00.000-07:00

Anyone would just be nice to tell me how should I repair my raindrops?
My Schneider-Kreuznach got wet and that is why the you can see droplets

Some Memory

2007-09-11T04:43:00.001-07:00

Tribute to all 9/11 victims

Time pass really fast,6 years already right?

Rest In Peace

Is this picture too overexpose?

Awww

2007-09-06T21:36:00.000-07:00

Currently; Time after Time by Quietdrive

Was reading about a blog of a very dedicated to her baby daughter
About advertisements on the television,especially with little children inside
Pointing out my index finger and say 'eeeek baby' every time
Mom said I behave like one because when I told her that I favour baby boys than girls
Simply because I love dressing up baby boys than girls
Would buy GAP attires,3/4 denim pants and fit their toes with little Nike kicks just for them
Watching diapers Ads sets a big laughter inside my heart every time,seeing those little cuties already so smart to be on the TV
I strongly dislike people who ditch their babies in so pitiful places
Why can't they just settle as adults and leave the young ones alone?Feeling so suddenly to raise one up
Eventhough one cries out very loud that never fails to pierce inside our eardrums all the time but think again,this is one of the things in life which makes us feel gifted
God's gift to all of us
I miss this boyboy the most,heeeee!Playing a little bit with sepia mode

Uhh yeaaah

2007-09-05T22:54:00.001-07:00

Currently; Until The day I die by Story of The Year

You know,never underestimate fat people?
Apart from teasing them,laugh at the way they walk,squeezing inside a small space by hard amuses you sometimes
I was watching MTV yesterday,I got surprised
Before this,I did not know he look,I thought he is just another Neyo or Bow Wow
And,he is only 17
Would not be surprised if I see him cruising on a Lamborghini
He annoys me with his latest hit 'Beautiful Girls' but I gotta agree that he is talented
Listen to Mandy Moore's version of 'Umbrella',

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMB6YOWzQMY

I seriously cannot wait til' trials are done
Planning to go places like Indian or Chinese temple to shoot
This Saturday,most likely =)
All the way to Old Town's Indian temple where it is the nearest away from here
Or perhaps poor people showing how tough life is to make us realise how life situation can be for some people
I want to take meaningful pictures,pictures that you can feel and pictures that touch all of our hearts

Go to,
http://www.philipcs.com/

So Long,And Goodbye!

2007-09-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

Perhaps I am not going to update much already
Well,take care!

Oh,Paige Morgan

And she says to herself ''Hurry up, let's hop in a car after getting my driving license and we both go to the beach that I always want to go with you.'' Running around,build sand castles,take a picture together,watching other people enjoying their lifetime on the beach are she hopes to do with her partner. She also hopes to spend as much valuable time with her partner because someday it might just hit to an end with no warning.The partner gave her a ''shut up'' look when she mentioned about this.Knowing both are no longer keeping pace together,to be more precise they are getting much more apart now but somehow she is still keen to keep this bond alive.Nevertheless,she gives all her best to light up a smile on her partner face whenever they meet up and she would always tells her heart that the smile is the sweetest,sweetest soul.
She frequently gets all hype up whenever she sees her partner in the car on the road after school just like any little children when they see an ice-cream seller around the park and they would go ''papa..mama...I want an ice-cream,pleaseeee!''.Sometimes,her partner will give her a sweet smile,pointing at her laughing inside the car or just pretend,perhaps never realise her on the other hand.
No,girl you cannot use the word 'partner' anymore.

Uh,I misused my camera for self-portraits and would you say more like cam whoring?

Friend of mine said I look like an Indian boy
Come to think of it,after browsing several pictures of an Indian boy through the site.I do look like one a tiny bit

You people

2007-09-01T04:15:00.000-07:00

My personal thoughts are,never believe in yourself that you are really good when you can attain good shots while you are still in an early stage.Please remember that whatever a man can do,others can make through too or at least close.I always believe that everyone has the ability to have a good shot,so do not have too much pride in yourself,bare that in mind please.Furthermore,what really matters is the photographer,not the camera that you are using.Last but not least,photography is not like an easy thing you learn quick and progress really fast.You need to go through a lot of thick and thin before you call yourself a good one.Well,I sincerely hope I did not offend anyone of you.Sorry then,if I accidentally did.

Aiyer,you people seriously making me feel very envy leh!

First you,Eman with your super big size hmmm what?
And,what you now Patrick.You and your new toy
I sound like scolding you people but sorry lah
And,Rina uses like what?
Compact camera like this one

Why don't I just sell away this camera and get this one
Although it is not dSLR but dude,I am still amateur

Fujifilm Finepix S8000 fd

An example of the picture quality

Uh,in case if any of you interested seeing their pictures
Here are the links
www.xanga.com/emanazrin
www.hornianenthalpy.blogspot.com

Saya Anak Malaysia ( A little more EDIT )

2007-08-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

Currently; Innocent by Our Lady Peace

Kini,Malaysia hampir mencapai hari ulang tahun ke-50 dalam masa satu hari lagiSuara Allahyarham Tunku Abdul Rahman kata 'Merdeka' dengan sepenuh semangat sebanyak tiga kali pada tarikh 31 Ogos 1957,sering dimainkan di Televisyen atau Radio apabila memuncak hari kemerdekaan setiap tahun akan sentiasa diingati oleh semua masyarakat
Jasa-jasa beliau demi membebaskan negara dari penjajah British tidak mungkin dapat dilupa oleh semua bangsa Malaysia
While tonight everyone is having fun,waiting impatiently for the fireworks to shoot up high in the black sky
Tonight,will be the suckiest night for me and it enables to experience real life situation for this 2007's Merdeka celebration
Bad for me,that I am only going to stay at home to watch fireworks around my house and perhaps watching it as 'Live' through local television channels
We know clearly that real life situations cannot be compared as those we see in TV,so to say the atmosphere is definitely a huge difference
I have tuition tonight,plus my daddy is still in China and coming back the next day between 1 or 2 am
What causes me more to whine,is that I cannot take fireworks pictures and it is not an everyday event to watch

Camera is an essential item to me,bring it along with you everywhere if you have one
Sometimes you get to see things you never expect and at least you can take out your camera to shoot at something unusual for memory

We often see hibiscus like this everywhere we go,Or like this one,
Never in my life I have seen this so magnificently
Alright,maybe some of you have seen it before A major colour of peach,little pink and less red hibiscus!
Took this when I was walking back from school at a stranger house's in SS2
I got amazed,such beautiful flower like this one can exist

Shutter Speed; 1/161 second
F Number; F/2.8
Focal Length; 8mm
ISO Speed; 64

Alright,if you wish to see this picture more vivid please do visit
http://rckyen.deviantart.com/art/Hibiscus-63624706

Please do not click on the link above,it directs you to another site.Type out the URL,PLEASE!

I hate the fact that whenever I see chairs and tables are arranged in rows and sit accordingly to our registered SPM numbers
Fact is,trials are on this Monday
The time table is giving me too much tension,seriously
Heck,two Bahasa Malaysia papers to sit on the same day and two English papers the following day
There goes my hand,my ink and much more
Hope to do very much better this time and to all people out there, ''SO MUCH LUCK TO EACH and EVERY ONE of YOU!''

Last but not LEAST,Selamat Menyambut Merdeka KE-50 !

Got back from tuition yesterday,approximately around 10.30
Night was still young of course,luckily kor kor was around after got back from Philippines Pested him terribly to bring me to this place along with my mother
The Curve,it was hell packed with a lot of people
Had to park the car way further up where all the luxury bungalows are in construction
It's okay,Merdeka-mah!
I even saw little bicycle rempits with Jalur Gemilang at the back of their seats here and there,sorry to say it was a little bit out of sight
Throughout the night,sad to say I got stoned all the w ay
I do not know why,maybe I did not really feel what is all 'Merdeka' about over here
Such events like this is almost similar to New Year's Eve,so it does not r eally make much difference as I experienced
As I stoned throughout the night,many shoots I have missed
Something was disturbing me,body odour was the side of the topic but it was more to something personal

Only purpose I went down here because of fireworks
I take myself as such a lousy amateur,photography is just a hobby but still I take it seriously
Set my camera to 'Fireworks' mode but yet sucked

Water Lilies

2007-08-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

Currently; Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I thought this was a lotus flower all the time,true fact this is water lily

This time I had a better shot,plus two insects inside which makes it even fabulous
Took at the same place,somewhere in a pond which located inside my school
Click on the image for a better view,thank you!
Hmmm?

Vincent ; Emotional while showing a peace sign
Yau Shing Tyng,Rachel ; Extreme lala influence along with her lamest jokes ever in the world
Cheng Hong ; Three with one wide smile
Jan Ming ; Heee! You look sweet there,really!
Wai Hong ; I amma happy happy boy

I am submitting the water lily for a photo contest,hope they will still accept my entry
Date due is at 31st August ):

And,I ignore the outside scenes.You are my favourite star

2007-08-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

Currently; Supermassive black hole by Muse

Things are really getting out of hand these days

They seem pretty as it is,though they look a little bit like paper flowers
These are the preparation for tonight,ghost festival to be more specific
Yes,I do pray and I am very sorry for burning all these while global warming is already getting more severe
I took a walk in my hall this afternoon and I remember myself playing this when I was younger
Dear Yamaha,you've been ditch for say about 6 years already
I started picking up piano lessons when I was 6 years old,I had to because both of my elder brothers learnt piano as well
l Honestly speaking,I did not like playing piano at all.NEVER
It gives me an allergy all the time,finishing up one pile of homework takes me the very last second to complete
Uh,I never practice the pieces too
Furthermore,I never like my piano teacher,Ms.Choo her name is,who drives an antique Honda Civic ( if you compare from that time to now )
She gets me into peanuts every time,she would beat my hand and scold me whenever
I write a wrong note in my practical or play a wrong key
I always set traps before she arrives at my house,I would put needles under the door mat
Obviously,my plan did not work out as I wantedIf you were to ask me what is this,I seriously no longer can remember

For Ms.Choo,she never enjoys listening to me playing,she goes Zzzz' at the corner
My most embarrassing part with her was,I had a bad flu at one time
I used my pyjamas sleeves to wipe away my flu and so happens a booger was glued on my cheek.She asked me to go clean up myself

Like I said earlier,I find piano was not entertaining at all for me that I actually took 4 years to pass my Grade 1 Theory and a year later for Practical
In total,I needed 5 years just to pass my silly Grade 1 Mother said that I will regret one day for giving up piano
She was not wrong and I sincerely do feel regret now

Alright,random snaps for the day
Using this speaker is making life so miserable,it goes retarded whenever I blast songs
Look closely,can you see a dirt ontop of the volume's tuning?
This speaker was bought back in year 1997,when I first got a C.O.M.P.U.T.E.R
Speaking of speakers,nothing beats Altec Lansing
Sub Woofer,especially or however you call it
They look good in physical and also in sound system